Sonnet 336

Your failure to control was deemed my fault—
Projection was forever your defense,
My failed acquiescence a dire assault
To undermine benevolent intent.
Life would be perfect should I follow cue
And simply serenade from gilded cage;
All rights surrendered with the words ‘I do’—
The words of ‘no or don’t’ fair courting rage.
The bird of love sings sweetest when set free
And bides his time whenever he’s confined,
Forever searching for that golden key
Or turn of fate that may his heart unbind;
Yet when escaped, his captor wonders why
That he might ever leave…or yet could fly.
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Sonnet 335

All covet beauty for its lustrous power
For glamour is the monarch all men serve,
And be such reign no longer than an hour—
Small ransoms still exchange for that sweet myrrh;
Incensed so, the weaker sex gains might—
Soft power to vanquish kings no sword could slay;
While mighty sovereigns with their glass oft fight
To find that angle painters should portray.
A lovely face can be a regal crown
Whose gilded shine oft blinds as happy tears;
Of birthright pure, or paint, still held on loan…
Time’s usury to call in meager years.
Such is the paradox vanity imparts,
Where jestress may yet rule as Queen of Hearts.

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Sonnet 334

What if you were to meet Wordsworth my dear,
How would you possibly know it was he?
Perhaps you might think that his speech was quite queer
Or find his manner a quaint novelty.
Speaking of Tintern, might that be a clue,
Or his travels in France after Bastille?
His friendship with Coleridge or verses they drew
To alter the landscape of odes lyrical?
The point of this rune is that we don’t know
What talent may dwell in the souls that we meet,
But by bending an ear we may at least show
A knowledge that worth may be hidden beneath;
For though every heart a floret may thrill,
Clear not every bloom’s a damn daffodil!

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Sonnet 333

Your name is tantamount to the word love
For thoughts on each are ever more the same
And serve to strengthen this poor pen’s resolve
To prove in ink what heart and mind acclaim.
What irony that ink flows stygian black
While thoughts on love rejoice in fulgent cheer,
And by this contrast take dear love aback
Confounding purpose, pastels more endear.
From times when swords did rule the lives of men,
Or days when mighty quills all proofs inscribed,
So did dear love with darkness e’er contend
And by pure light, hate’s shadows e’re belied.
A paradox of love in black and white—
Dumb words in jet illumining truths I write.

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Sonnet 332

Forget me not when I am turned to clay
My boisterous song sure silenced under stone,
But know that one man worshipped you each day
Believing all you touched would turn to gold.
What greater legacy to leave than love
And those sweet cherubs our dear union graced.
For all life’s blessings, I thank God above—
May our dear journey end in heaven’s praise.
Remember how I often made you smile,
How you would sigh and gently hold my hand?
Green eyes that once your very soul beguiled,
Embraces warm, replete with kisses grand?
I write these lines that truth might here remind,
Though life shall fade, our love will outlast time.

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Sonnet 331

You did not think I knew you were untrue…
So clever were the lines of your deceit,
Yet reading in between, suspicion grew
As every day strange stories I would greet.
You did not hold me when I drew you near,
Blank eyes looked through me to a distant light,
Each whispered kindness I might there endear
Was greeted with the chill of winter’s night.
What does one do when love’s great fire burns out,
Hearth stones bleed warmth beneath cold ashes grey?
There life’s sweet savor scorched, consumed by doubt,
While ember ghosts on dreamless cinders lay.
Truth is the fuel the flames of love live on,
And naught remains when all love’s kindling’s gone.

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Sonnet 330

What of your epitaph now yet unsung
That I shall scribe here on the slates of time
To mark your precious worth in words among
The treasured best poor hands can etch in rhyme;
If hope bides so, your memory ever stands
Although the writer shall to shadows fade,
Your grace to linger in the minds of men—
Immortal virtue so survives the grave.
If but my wanting hand could play some part
And in proud verse your beauty here uphold,
By God’s benevolence I would impart
A song that shall be sung in ages old.
This cyber stone I smite for all to read
To bless in rhyme your beauty, grace and creed.

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Sonnet 329

I used to pray the world forswear all wars
And for each man to love his fellow man,
That bloody swords be hammered to plough shares
And warrior oaths embrace pastoral plans;
That those now held unjustly be set free,
That pestilence not stalk the earth again,
That hunger fade to distant memories
And every storehouse bulge surfeit with grain;
These pleas ‘mongst others I did serve to heaven,
Bold ardent prayers directed by a spire
While falling tears attested, hope was given;
Where heart and soul did to pure truth aspire.
With orisons unanswered, what to say?
As god stands witness, yes… I used to pray.

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Sonnet 328

You came to me as gentle breaths of spring
Reviving a dead soul from winter’s grip,
With all the pride and passion promise brings…
Sun-brightened smile, soft touch and song-sweet lips;
My memories of frost yet all too near,
Not knowing what to make of your warm light,
To feel sap flow again wrested glad tears
That melted all the chains of gelid blight.
Hope is a flower, delicate and pure
That reaches forth to hail from sullen earth,
Where beauty’s power, with gentle strength assured,
Providence may rise from cruel dearth.
True beauty is a balm that allays pain—
I look on you and all my woe does wane.

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Sonnet 327

A nascent lily rises from the ground,
To hail the coming springtide of the year;
Though remnants of last winter still abound,
A rising chorus gently trills the air.
The sun awakens earlier each day
To warm the hearts of denizens who sing
Sweet blessings to new life in buoyant praise,
Quite certain of the joy their voices bring.
This is the time when all thoughts ponder love
And of such music, my mind turns to you,
Much like the minstrels songs borne from above
Set sure to grace the hearts of those they woo.
But I who lack their skill if not their song,
Plead out in ink a love, if proved, more strong.

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