Sonnet 389

Ah Sylvia, dear nymph of gardens green,
Too soon we’ve squandered all the sweets of night;
Now in the east a rim of gold is seen—
That scimitar which is a lover’s blight;
What pain to have you rise from ‘twixt my arms
To stretch and yawn and shake your sleepy head,
And so to reawaken all your charms—
But in so doing, heighten partings’ dread.
A brief respite with you beneath the stars
Seems but a gift that is pure heaven sent,
No glare of day could ere this image mar
Though memory such may seem as yearnings dreamt.
Daylong I’ll tread as though upon the air,
For fain at dusk, I’ll hold sweet Sylvia fair.

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Sonnet 388

The golden light of summer’s torch succumbs
Each day retreating more to southern shores;
In steady march, diminishing the sum
Of gilded promise that the springtime bore.
Now leaving darkness longer time to play
With bold Orion stalking through the night
His club upheld in endless search for prey—
With sweet Merope still his guiding light.
So Ursus Major yields to hibernate
As winter’s grip lays siege upon the land
So too does autumn’s burgeoned bounty wait
To fill the cornucopias least and grand.
Thus is it now, and ever may it be;
The sun, the earth, the stars…and you and me.

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Sonnet 387

Love’s greatest merit lies in constancy,
That golden thread that bests the rot of time
And weathers all the blight there is to be,
Surviving yet the worst of earthly crime;
Believing love will triumph come what may
Despite the darkness fortune’s hand bequeaths—
In this, the truest hearts shall still allay
The sharpest sword that foul fate unsheaths.
As morning sun gives hope to ravaged earth,
As gentle rain breeds life from barren ground,
As precious souls bestir in hallowed birth—
In life’s enduring rhythm, truth is found.
By measured cadence love plays out its course
Against all odds, though they be blessed or cursed.

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Sonnet 386

Do what you will, and may you bide in shame;
Dishonor every promise ever sworn,
Let each dear nuptial utterance burn in flame
As in base lust your fleeting worth is torn.
The sweetest angel may yet fall from grace,
So may you bide in second-circled hell
Where I forever see your anguished face
Stare up in torment from that fiery well.
Perdition granted, you may take your leave,
Smug Satan waits to clasp you at the gate —
Loss of true heart your soul shall yet bereave;
There is no time to dwell on love or hate.
Go as you must, for he now beckons you:
A smile discreet—the devil has his due.

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Sonnet 385

My nighttime muse has left me so it seems,
Though passioned fire still smolders in my breast;
The silver moon lights up your face in dreams
To taunt my fervor with that visage blessed;
Black alchemy has turned my pen to lead —
And demons dark deny sweet voice of mind;
They swill the nectar that proud ardor fed,
Yet leave parched lips bereft of praise in rhyme?
I sit in silence, fettered by the night,
No will to lay my thoughts on paper down,
Your spirit dancing still within my sight
Where I entranced must languish ’til pale dawn;
Yet if my muse be gone, no more to see—
I’ll write in dreams ‘til she returns to me.

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Sonnet 384

Then march forever onward, wicked Time,
Carrying the world with you to its doom;
And never look back upon your vile crimes
As you stride onward to your final tomb.
May lines of anguished truth your story tell
To chronicle sweet worth laid waste to ruin;
By your sharp blade, both good and evil fell,
Sad effigies of life lie heedless strewn.
Relentless, obligate, cruel, unconcerned
Forever wedded to your tyrant vows,
Determined to destroy, all beauty burned—
Now charred remains, mute testaments allow.
Yet from those ravaged fields there blooms a flower;
‘Midst tears of rain, fair proof of beauty’s power.

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Sonnet 383

What would it mean to say I loved you more,
More than sweet sighs of poets past proclaimed—
The essence of true love needs no compare
And by such measure, is in part defamed.
Why should sure bond need terms like ‘stronger than’?
Superlatives like ‘none so sweet as thee’,
Or, ‘Higher than an eagle’s lofty span,
Far broader than an ocean, lee to lee’?
No—peerless love cannot be judged in kind
Nor matched to unions on a former stage,
True love affirmed needs not a cadenced rhyme
Nor musings fired by a gallants’ rage;
It is a promise, here by heaven blessed
That when so true, needs nothing more professed.

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Sonnet 382

I set upon a walk in sun dried air,
The rain from hours before had passed away—
The cobalt sky stretched boundless, bright and fair,
No clouds remained to threaten dark dismay.
What pleasure pure to find you on my walk
Into blessed woods that beckoned warm delight;
I bade you come and join me for small talk,
So we might flee the grasp of boredom’s blight.
We wandered on through meadows broad and green,
Beyond the weight of worry and of bond…
Into the holy peace of sylvan dreams
That soothe the souls of wayward vagabonds;
There laughter joined and locked in step and stride,
Found secret places hope and love abide.

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Sonnet 381

I contemplate the words that softly float
Into my conscience like white clouds on high,
Wherein ethereal essence may evoke
Grand images born of the splendored sky;
Ephemeral content which resides in part
Upon prismatic lenses dreams may don—
Or some deep passion rising  from the heart
That shines like errant rays from heaven down.
There shapes give rise to shapes as auras form
That then suffuse these visions of the air
Which scintillate with rapture’s sudden glow
And morph to forms fantastical and rare.
In loops of ink I weave a tapestry
Of love and light, which I now give to thee.

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Sonnet 380

Forever blinded by a shameful past—
Nothing but retribution left to see,
Reliving memories ever more aghast
Forever bound to was, not what could be.
Still haunted by old grievances long gone,
Unable yet to turn the other cheek,
Not knowing that the truth of being strong
Lies in the quiet courage of the meek;
Forgiving not forgetting vile sin—
For to forget ensures that naught is learned,
All journeys need a point where they begin;
What future lies upon a past that’s burned?
Ashes to ashes, dust to dust presumed;
Yet what to gain when hate by hate’s exhumed?

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