Sonnet 561

All Hallow’s Eve, the mist of death descends
And spirits walk as though in mortal form,
By ghoulish shapes their presence so portends
That every soul is not of Heaven born—
Grave stones rough-hewn are lit by pagan lights,
That torch of ages raised ‘ere Christ was born,
To show how hope shall always thwart sin’s blight,
And life may ever laugh at death’s dark scorn.
There from that dream, believers built a cross
‘Mong other icons to assuage their fears,
That relic bones be not mere earthly dross;
Where yet some essence braves the vale of tears.
That darkened eve this arcane vision paints
Black doubts that linger on the Day of Saints.

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Sonnet 560

Heaven is falling—so the scholar said—
By man defiled, by sins and slander shamed;
The consequence of vice, all dire and dread
Are crowned in penance, lit by devil’s flames.
“You must obey and yield, transgress no more !
Now kiss the dust, confess your carnal sin—
You are the flesh that pious souls abhor,
Your body not your own, but theirs to win.”
What pillars have we moved to break the sky?
What sacred laws have heedless actions crossed?
What chains to wear that off the rich shall slide?
Why toll no bells for all their glory lost?
The tyrants’ scepter stands so to proclaim,
That truth and virtue bear a stolen name.

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Sonnet 559

A Tower of Babel reaching to the sky
Built by proud hands in feigned democracy—
Murmuring of God while faithless hearts defy
Blest dictums in a vain hypocrisy.
“From many, one,” they cried in bold decree
Yet one of many did the others rule,
By fake inclusion, masked in equity
They played the pawns as rank and loathsome fools.
To further aims they would by hate divide,
Black lies to shroud the evils of their ends,
Controlling speech so none could there deride—
Thin pillars high that no truth could defend.
Obedience shall gain sweet promised lands:
So states the plaque where on the rubble stands.

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Sonnet 558

Winter’s wrath arrives with blood upon the trees
And golden treasure strewn upon the ground;
There, angered now, a gentle summer’s breeze,
Rears up in gales that flay fair fortune down.
Gilt golden grain, once proud, lies stooked and tied,
Steel scythe upraised—heads bowing to their fate;
By pitchfork, pike and wagon’s rumbling ride,
Condemned unto the byre beyond the gate.
Hoar frost encrusts the fields—a  chainmail cloak,
That stills in silence, fur and feathered song;
While babbling on, the brook not yet in yoke—
Unfazed by icy chains he’ll wear ere long.
So once again that gelid might descends—
‘Til gentle Spring returns and makes amends.

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Sonnet 557

All is forgiven—God alone decides,
So by His will, you have forsaken me;
Now grief alone must chase a swallowed pride—
Bile’s bitterness, the lingering taste to be.
We are straw dogs, though passions still contend
Through buried ire as fate is coldly cast;
Celestial whims with wanton, ruthless ends
Enshroud all humble hopes, as dreams long passed.
Shattered stalks lie broken on the ground
Beneath the shadow of unquestioned might;
Frayed worthless husks that love once tightly bound
Now fate-blown chaff, forever lost to sight.
Wind-scattered grasses ‘neath dark clouds belie
That noble strife to seek a bluer sky.

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Sonnet 556

As morning sun shall rise, so must it set
To mete again a sweet or bitter day
And once quite surely gone, it rises yet
To mark out time in single candled ways.
So measured life in darkness and in light
Plays out in puppet shadows on a wall
As if by some mischievous manus sleight—
Designed to much amuse, or yet to gall.
From golden sconce forever hope is shone
So life ekes on amidst quotidian dreams,
Penumbral shadows coalesced at dawn;
Form strange ombromanies upon a screen.
And still we dance beneath that ageless sun,
In shadowed trance, ‘til moonless night shall come.

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Sonnet 555

Where lies sweet hope when passion bars love’s way
And petty quarrels set once-kind hearts aflame,
Smoke rising like dark clouds to choke the day,
Descending soon as thunder-scolded rain?
Soon words, like waves by distant tempests stirred,
Lash out in rage upon the rugged shore
As each stands firm, in bitter pride deferred,
To drown the other in a blustery storm.
Where is the beacon when the blackened sky
And scornful winds bring hope down to its knees?
When love’s a storm-tossed sailor, left to die,
Clinging to flotsam on relentless seas—
There battered hope survives to still hold on
The stoutest stones that love once rested on.

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Sonnet 554

I brought to you a bouquet of the sun
Fresh plucked from fields and ripe with heaven’s praise;
You placed them in a vase and hummed a song,
Arranging blooms beneath a gentle gaze…
Then turned to me and beamed a radiant smile
That took me back to sun-drenched meadows fair,
From which I’d walked that happy, golden mile
‘Midst orchid scents and pink orpine-rich air.
I had no gifts to bring  but those few flowers;
Yet you received them as a treasure pure
And on your porch we lingered for an hour—
Light foolishness and airs of sweet allure.
Of all lost chances, one still haunts my soul…
That I lacked strength, your precious hand to hold.

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Sophie

So she was fallen in the night,
By limbs now wizened there betrayed;
A tired heart bereft of might,
A body beaten, time decayed.
Did she perhaps call out my name
That I return the help she gave
For but to render there the same,
I might have eased her to the grave.
But I was many miles gone
With arms too short to reach her hand,
The love and life that she did spawn
Now wandered in a foreign land.
Perhaps she knew I loved her more
Than sons have ever loved a grace
And from my breast sweet passion tore,
The wish that I had seen her face
And told her in that fading light—
That all she did was good and right.

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Sonnet 553

So do I love you now, as ever, more
And nay, it matters not if you love me
For unrequited yet I bear love’s thorn—
So indivisible this pledge to thee.
Here bid me leave and heavy I shall go,
Tell me stay, and gladly I rejoice;
To love’s command my future I bestow,
So be that power in your darling voice.
Love’s grace is not contingent on a plan
Nor does it rest upon some sole decree;
It is a force ethereal and grand
That binds two souls in peerless harmony;
By hope alone I here so live or die:
Love is to be, and never wonder why.

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