Sonnet 743

The unexamined life—what decadence,
To revel in the muck and swill for rind—
No need to ponder on the role of providence,
Awash in Mammon Mud like plump pink swine.
Life’s goal there—never better—simply more;
To feast and fatten, filch and fornicate—
The greatest triumph…never Heaven’s door
But some chanced opening of the barnyard gate.
In some respects the sty is much our style
Though oft there viewed with humor and disdain;
A list of similarities is swift compiled,
Though in ourselves we dare not to explain.
To analyze our lives in such a light
Seems more a vision with a torch too bright!

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Sonnet 742

The brain is ectoderm, as skin and eyes,
A kindred tissue born of common frame;
There color veils our truths, conceals our lies,
And moral hues give virtue-vice its name.
A small white lie may seem a harmless thing,
While Stygian falsehood’s shadow darkest hell;
Yet souls still shade the light or dark they bring,
And bear base tones until the funeral knell.
For color is the psyche’s mother-tongue,
So Jung declared, by archetype made known;
And thought in primal shades is ever sung…
Complexion’s deeper than the flesh or bone.
All fruit betrays the essence of its kind—
Its inward nature written on its rind.

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Sonnet 741

Do you like my metaphysical style,
Or more my crisp, neo-classical ascent?
Romanticism curbed—a repressed smile;
Enlightenment through which my heart is lent.
My staunch proclivity for formal verse?
Didactic threads by which I strive to teach—
Not freestyle (which I’ve found a bit perverse),
Nor endless epics—much too long a reach.
But then I tip to satire—wry and sly—
And wink at Shakespeare, Donne, and Pope in turn;
They loom like suns too brilliant for my eye,
Yet in their shadows, still for quill I yearn.
In lyric wonder may I leap and prance—
As one who’s learned through art the steps to dance!

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Sonnet 740

She touched my stolid heart in gentle ways
And with a kindness blessed beyond compare;
A winsome smile that shone like heaven’s praise—
At times I would but pause and simply stare.
Her life inspires through steadfast constancy,
A will unshaken, sunshine, storm or rain;
A practiced grace in gentle modesty—
The dearest soul to bear a human name.
Some do believe that angels walk the earth,
In this I bow avowing it is true;
These words may court suspicion, doubt or mirth,
Yet daily I behold this truth anew.
Though men may ask: Forsooth, but what is love?
I smile at her, then raise my eyes above.

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Sonnet 739

Now come and lie with me, the moment calls,
The evening star now rises o’er the hill,
And soon the gloaming’s gentle velvet falls
As into every grotto shadows spill.
Mad wings begin their chaos in the air,
Cicada voices trill ‘midst darkling trees,
While lightning bugs court lovers with a flare
And silvered light now glistens on the seas.
Soft grass becomes our bed beneath the stars,
Above us now, ten thousand stars or more;
The distant sound of waves that greet the bar,
Then laugh in glee upon the waiting shore.
Two hearts enthralled—no theater more grand—
Where love or lust plays out upon the strand.

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Sonnet 738

A drop of beauty woven in a line,
A winsome smile bent in a cursive swirl,
The cadence of dear words clasped in a rhyme,
Sweet thoughts of love that only verse unfurls.
The mystic magic of a lover’s pen,
Soft tears that fall upon the billet-doux,
More drops that blur the ink like vernal rain—
Her eyes alight, she reads the words anew.
The rune then blotted with a tissue dry,
And placed with care inside the glory box;
The lid then closed, again she starts to cry—
Wet stains of hope upon her linen smock.
A gaze upon the garden, vast and green…
Where now she floats in rapture, soft, serene.

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Sonnet 737

Break me, O God! Not with a gentle hand—
Smile down my pride and burn away my will;
My prayers are dead, like ash upon the sand,
And still I breathe…yet feel Thy silence kill.
This soul you formed from dust now dares to speak,
Half-damned and trembling at Your dread delay;
If grace be real, than strike me while I’m weak—
Do not relent, then judge when I decay!
I’ve knelt too long in shadows with bowed head,
And whispered praise when rebuke filled my chest;
If faith must thrive, then scourge me raw instead—
Let hurt bear proof You hear this heart’s unrest!
Refuse me not—or render me insane—
If I deserve not rapture—give me pain!

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Sonnet 736

Why do you vex my soul, dear Holy God,
Have I not knelt and honored all Thy grace?
This humble life raised up from sullen sod,
By earnest hope, still yearns to see Thy face.
Here by the dust You breathed into new life
What is the purpose that I struggle so?
Is it my lot but to suffer endless strife
And wonder whither still my soul must go?
Perhaps my faith seems weakened or untrue—
If this be so, let punishment amend
And by contrition lead my heart to You,
That I press on and never sin again.
Albeit vengeance, I accept Your choice:
I begged direction, though I heard no voice.

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Sonnet 735

I died a little every day, it seemed,

Raw sun and wind conspired to burn me blind,

While other vagaries of nature schemed

To strip away the marrow of my prime.

There through that gauntlet—every day, a price;

The brain, the bone, the sinew—all assailed—

Yet on I struggled, straining toward new heights;

Each win I charted trailed by two that failed.

But life is tethered more or less to hope,

Even as death stares straight into our eyes;

Still through the darkness ever more we grope

And yield our fondest dreams in compromise.

Life tests our mettle—our esse: what we are—

We stand in graves while reaching for a star.

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