Sonnet 526

My love for her, a passion born of ages,
A vow eternal to a sacred cause;
Within my heart such ardor roils and rages,
The might of which sweet Venus would give pause.
No mortal heart could ever love her more;
Each fiber of my being wracks in pain
At thought another she may more adore—
And my heart cast into eternal flame;
Yet from those depths, what heaven to beseech,
For love itself—at once both balm and blade?
The grasp of love too oft does fail the reach
And unrequited bears woe to the grave.
Still with my blood I pledge this burning troth…
‘Til every glim of hope, to hell be tossed.

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Sonnet 525

I know she loved me—yes of this I’m sure
And still in vile sin she did betray;
Yet of this trespass what is but the cure?
“You are forgiven”—this, perchance I’ll say;
Condemn my heart to bear the lasting scorn,
To dwell in silence through the aching years
Where sorrow’s night leaves both our spirits torn,
And sweetest dreams dissolve in bitter tears.
There is no future, no redeeming past:
This stands the time we met and dared to trust—
Yet in that time love drew its final gasp,
And all sweet ardor burned to ash and dust.
That was the hour for murder and for hate—
Now is the time to heal and vindicate.

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Sonnet 524

I weep when hollow victory songs are sung,
I weep the passing of all squandered days,
I weep for worthy projects left undone,
I weep for every word of hollow praise.
I mourn the love betrayed by dark deceit,
I mourn for friends lost to death’s endless night,
I mourn the march of seasons passing sweet,
I mourn the lack of wisdom in our sight.
What matters most is that the soul stay true—
No idle hand will know fair triumphs wrought;
False tongues will ever righteousness undo,
Success is not a conquest to be bought;
True honor lies in struggle and in pain—
While fortune’s gifts are empty, void and vain.

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Sonnet 523

I met with Wordsworth one embattled night
Where so I thought—his eyes, some rancor bore,
Perhaps of meter, not of words, his gripe…
Or that I just had matched his sonnet score.
We drank the sullied hours until the dawn
And there I learned what broke his noble pen;
It was his lovely Dora—heaven gone—
That razed him to the ranks of mortal men.
Some say he waned by age and pleurisy
But he confirmed it was a shattered heart
That so perplexed the Physics there to see
The growing pain from which he did depart.
He shook my hand and bade me soft farewell,
More of this congress…I shall never tell.

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Sonnet 522

What was the magic that did touch my heart,
When first I gazed so softly in your eyes?
From that sweet hour, I knew we’d never part
Until the sun no more on earth should rise.
What was the essence that enthralled me there,
A glance, a smile, a touch, a gentle sigh?
A furtive look that caught unaware—
And left my soul to search and wonder why?
Love is a bond, no mortal eye can see,
Yet stronger than all trusses wrought by man;
A staunch conviction that shall ever be
Born out of ardor—and to always stand.
It is a promise made to outlast time;
The finest edict of the human mind.

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Sonnet 521

Of life’s true meaning, what can hope devise
To lead us through the span from birth to death;
What does the struggle of long years comprise—
Does providence so drive each sacred breath?
Some in this passage solely lust for fame
While yet for others, wealth’s the measured best.
The wicked choose decay and ruin to claim;
The good, to God’s benevolence lay quest.
The common man lives simply, day to day
Content to dream of better things to come;
Walking in peace along the humbler way,
Waiting for God to call his spirit home;
Yet all that truly counts, in final score—
Lies in the blood ahead, and that afore.

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Sonnet 520

We are all different and yet still the same—
All cast within the mold of humankind;
Our differences, both blessing and a bane
That binds us fast, then sunder over time.
We shade in doubt thoughts we don’t understand,
Yet from these shadows, great truths will oft arise—
While groupthink there will strive to countermand
The crucial sparks creative minds devise.
We scorn the truths our reason fails to grasp,
And many sweeping visions are maligned;
Yet when impossibles from whims amass—
How obvious the course! How clear the find!
We swiftly judge by rules we can’t define—
All men are equal, yet some still deemed, divine.

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Sonnet 519

So may I praise what fortune has bestowed,
And all the blessings that befell me here;
Yet mourn I still the prizes once I sought,
That slipped my grasp—oh bounty once held dear!
It is but nature still to crave for more
Well knowing that indulgence is a sword—
And double-edged, it may the soul still score,
There in success, the spirit, sadly gored.
What gain is found by gorging to excess,
Or loving more than one pure heart should dare,
Or wielding wealth to flaunt in proud largesse,
Or chasing fame beyond what truth would bear?
The greater good lies in the humbler treasure,
As heaven’s sun burns bright in tempered measure.

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Sonnet 518

I write these lines beneath the sting of tears
Peine forte et dure weighs upon my breast;
Scant hope remains, within these gnawing fears—
An agony that only death may rest.
You chose to leave, and left me here alone,
As winter’s pallor veiled the ashen sky
While chimney smoke bowed low to winds that moan
In solemn deference to forsaken cries.
For what remains when Heaven’s light is gone,
When stricken prayers beseech stern ears of stone?
The tarot ten of swords here rudely drawn,
And I lie prostrate, on misfortune thrown.
A prisoner bound, condemned to meet my death—
Yet still your servant to my final breath.

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