Sonnet 473

In guilt she told him of our meetings there
Beneath the trees down by the ancient mill;
Long afternoons of summer brought no care
Nor did we heed the keen of whippoorwills.
All love is grand, all stolen apples sweet—
To what is blind, there add yet deaf and dumb.
No greater joy to rage in lust complete
And in soft arms exalt the rising moon.
Soon we would be together evermore…
So read the note the page boy gave to me;
I dropped that paper softly to the floor
Then quickly packed the things that I would need.
I did not hear him draw the fatal dart —
But swift I felt the iron pierce my heart.

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Sonnet 472

Time eats away the body as a blight,
Devouring man’s corporal legacy;
Eroding strength to make bright day black night
Till he reposes in eternity—
What then to say but he was flesh and blood,
Mere mortal clay unto dank earth returned;
Here heaven stressed, he did but what he could
And of that reach, his gloried quest lay spurned;
Cast to a cavernous cave as feast for grubs,
His earthly worth saponified to slime,
Vanquished by vermin, ah, now there’s the rub;
All proffered prayers lie mired deep in grime.
Yet of this span, be it but short or long…
Life rode on hope while providence sang sweet psalms.

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Sonnet 471

Where gods do give the choice of blade or pen
Some choose keen edge for glint of gloried steel,
There hubris hails the vice of haughty men
To take with force what merit will not yield.
Still some use ink o’er blood to inure rage
And fight to raise that standard they would bear,
In tenets sure inequity assuage—
Upholding cause in tested credence clear.
‘Twixt swords or pens, there good and evil sway
And who stands right or wrong, oft points of view;
Yet grinding time abrades and wears away
The righteous sheen pure logic once imbued.
Though despots scheme believing might is right,
They best not men who know that right is might.

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Sonnet 470

Now madness, madness, madness rules the land,
The sun burns hotter than it has before;
Mighty glaciers weep at their last stand
As evil tempests eat away the shores.
Entire species fade into the night;
What erst was green lies razed beyond repair
As brightest stars concede to urban blight,
Wan yellow skies now rule blue sovereign air.
A devil who outlasts the plague of plagues
Holds now the world wide within his grasp
And clenching with a zealot tyrant’s rage
Seems set to have the earth breathe out its last.
At dusk the skyline rages red with sin—
And Nero’s strains hang heavy on the wind.

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Sonnet 469

I can’t recall the day love ceased to stir,
Nor when I stopped to long for your embrace.
Was apathy the quiet saboteur,
Or time’s rough hand that tarnished ardor’s grace?
A paramour that stole your heart away?
Some longing that dissolved our common creed?
A wayward whim no vow could hope to stay,
Or wild desire that blossomed into need?
Love has no chart to mark its hidden turns,
Nor yet an hourglass to foretell its end—
A fire eternal that forever burns,
So long as passion feeds, and truth defends;
Its blaze endures until the fuel’s gone,
And cold grey ash lies where bright fervor shone.

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Sonnet 468

I did profess to love her more than life
And to embrace love’s fealty ‘til death;
By God’s sweet grace she would become my wife
To live in praise until my final breath.
My heart of hearts, by love did all attend,
Each mortal action and each holy prayer;
My lover true while yet my dearest friend,
Regaled in beauty bright beyond compare.
But drunk with youth, I played the reckless cad—
Perhaps a fairer bloom lay o’er the hill,
Another jewel plucked to make me glad,
Another blossom for a coxcomb’s frill.
Blind fool of fools, I bartered love for pride
And dug the grave where joy and honor died.

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